today was pretty alright. i moped around all day and did nothing, and then kelly came and we went and saw the day after tomorrow. it was a pretty good movie. then we went to denny's, and now i'm home. i love this whole no parents thing, for now. haha. Soooooooooo...i'm really confused with everything right now. i just...i know what i want, but i don't know how to get it. i believe in signs and fate and all that--and recently i've been getting all these signs about this one person. buut, it's probably just me paying really close attention to everything. i hate how i can't control my feelings, i really don't want this. I want to be happy--that's what i want, and if i just pretend that i don't feel like this, then i wont be happy. i'll be holding back everything. ughhhh---EVERYONE DESERVES A SECOND CHANCE..haha. ahh it's 12:00...i'm bored. baaaaah. haha, i love quotes..if anyone has some good ones, let me know. bye.