UGH!! MELISSA PICK UP UR CELL PHONE!! I AM DIEING HERE ALONE, AND I'M THINKING TOO MUCH ABOUT EVERYTHING, AND IT'S MAKING ME SAD!! PLEASE PICK UP UR CELL PHONE!! anyway, tonight i went on a date..wooo wooo, with the only guy i'll EVER trust.....MY DADDY! Actually, it wasn't really a date, we went to my uncle's pizza shop and ate and it helped me get my mind off of everything. BUT, my brother went to the play, and he doesnt have a cell phone so i said he could use mine for when he needed a ride home (not that he couldnt find a phone.) and i miss missy's text, from 2 hours ago!! UGH--i'm so sad right now. I'm like crying. i really need missy right now. It's so selfish of me tho, like just bcuz everything didn't work out for me, i'm sad. and i know i have a right to be, but nothing ever works out for me, so why should i cry NOW?? I wish i could turn back time by like...oo a month and a half and stop missy and alicia from telling you-know-who about me. I never really wanted him to know. Well..it was more like i wanted him to know without me knowing, this way if he were interested he could act upon it, and if he wasn't i would never know. Instead I was ready to just throw my heart at him, he tried to catch it, but it hit the ground and he stepped on it! (haha, don't u love it?) So, I'll be heartless for awhile, sadly. I just need missy right now, and i cannot get a hold of her, and i'm dieeeeeing! ugh, neway...i'm gonna go, byee.