hey everybody. I just realized that my last like 8 entries or so have been really sad and gloomy. i'm not that kinda of person. if you were sitting next to me now you'd never detect a bit of gloom. i just use my diary to get it all out so that i'm not a bitch. anyway, i had an interesting weekend. i don't remember what i did friday--but it wasn't too much. i think i just layed around all day bcuz we didn't have school--and that is something i took full advantage of. then i stayed up with my daddy and we watched the lord of the rings, 2 towers. i love those movies, but i fell asleep pretty early in it. My dad watched the whole thing..wow. i was surprised cuz he's usually asleep by atleast 10! he stayed up til 3--but it was prob. worth it. i'm not usually in to those kinds of movies but they're awesome. Then yesterday i was pretty lonesome. and it was one of those days when you could tell i was thinking about too many things and i was making myself feel like shit--and i figured i needed a friend. i was supposed to go over carts..but i'm not really sure what happened with that. So i went ahead and texted michelle and she came and scooped me and we went to a pool hall with her aunt. It was fun, and I learned how to play pool better. It was a fun night, and then we went to her aunts house and slept. Then today we woke up and showered and went out to eat with michelle's aunt, mom, and dad at hoss's. It was great--haha, and next time we go we're asking for sherry--with a y!! haha. Then mich's (ahaha) parents drove me home and i chilled in my room with my awesome kitty..and now i'm typing this--how fun. Anyway--it's dangerous when i'm alone...i think too much. haha, not suicidal dangerous--like feelings dangerous, like it just makes me feel like shit, and this diary helps me feel like i'm not REALLY alone...so i'm glad i have it.. anyway i'm writing too much..bye bye!