i can't wait until the pool opensss!! Although, it wasn't that warm out today. Well, it was warm at some points--but it was kind of chilly. Hopefully monday it will be reaaaalllyyy warm so i can go to the pool! Then it will feel like summer..except, i have to remember that finals are on thrusday and friday--but that's OKAY because we have like a 2 day week if u take out the 1/2 days for finals. That totally rocks. Sooo--I'm really bored, I went to the mall tonight with my Dad to get him clothes for the cruise my parents are going on--and we met the most annoying man, he was a saleman at jcpenny and he was soo annoying. We got some Auntie Anne's pretzels...mmm, i checked to see if alicia was working, I didn't go in the store, but I glanced in, and I ask my Dad if he saw her and I didn't, so I was just like hmm i guess she's not working. Geez...there were also these annoying like either freshman or middle-schoolers @ the mall, ohhh my...they really wanted some attention. They were in the photo booth thing, and they were all wearing really short skirts and tube tops, and they were being really loud. I was like wow, what is this an annoying people convention? They really were begging for attention, so I told my Dad to pretend they weren't there, because they wanted us to look at them...ugh, some people are just soo...ugh. Anyway--now I'm sitting here, and it's actually pretty cold outside, so I'm in sweatpants and a sweatshirt. I'm really confused about things right now. I know what I want, but I can't just snap my fingers and there it is. I'm not quite sure how to get what I want, and I know no one gets everything they want..but, I deserve something. I guess I just want to be happy, and it's hard when there's so many things to be sad about. One good thing--music--ooo boy, i love music. I'm sitting here just listening to music, and I've realized how much music gets me thru a lot of things. I love all kinds of music--so if you have any suggestions to any songs, let me know cuz I love it! Right now I'm listening to hoobastank...those boys rock. someone should tell me if they have a CD worth buying..cuz I'm thinking about buying it. Oooo yeah, and I've listend to Mest before, and I also wanted to know if their CD is worth buying, cuz I liked it..sooo everyone must tell me. I need $!!! Haha...read this.. dad- "Tammy, you should start looking into getting a job." me- "Ehh, I already have, it's not for me." BAHAHA...it's true, I'm not a worker, but when it comes down to it, i reeeaaaallllly need a job. I need money, and $20 a week isn't doing anything for me. Soo...the job hunt is on. I know a lot of my friends need jobs, I think we should all work together!! haha, maybe that would get me through it without dieing!! haha.. anyway, I have to go--I have a crazy headache..later!!