here are some quotes/lyrics that i came up with..aka found off the internet...to help me explain my situation....u know, the one i described in my last entry..the one i cant really tell neone..here they are... *if i cut my hair if i change my clothes, would u notice me? If I bit my lip, if i say hello would u notice me?* *I'm so scared that the way that I feel is written all over my face, When you walk into the room I wanna find a hiding place, We used to laugh, we used to hug, The way that old friends do, But now a smile and a touch of your hand, Just makes me come unglued, It's such a contradiction, do I lie or tell the truth, Is it fact or fiction the way I feel for you.* *Its hard to explain how I am getting by on so little from you, It's hard to believe that I would let myself get so wrapped in to you. There's gotta be something, that will be worthwhile for me to give to you. We need a connection, but you seem to push me far away from you. * *There's something about the look in your eyes..Something I noticed when the light was just right..It reminded me twice that I was alive...And it reminded me that you're so worth the fight* *I'm tuggin at my hair, I'm pullin on my clothes, I'm tryin to keep my cool, I know it shows. I'm starin' at my feet, my cheeks are turning red, I'm trying to find the words inside my head. And I'm feelin nervous, trying to be so perfect, cuz I know you're worth it* That's all...i love those damn quotes..byee.