OKKKKK...so now i feel like 10x better then before, because talking to missy helped a lot. it wasn't even like a big talk, it just helps when you know you have such a wonderful friend. I love you melissa! Hmmm, hopefully I will start to feel better about myself. I know that I'm pretty and all..I used to think I was, it's just hard when you've been thru the shit I have. It's hard to keep a grip on everything. But, we all have to deal with it, and I guess I'm just handeling differently then most people do. I feel like I'm missing something. I'll get over, no need to worry. But, I guess I didn't realize how many people care about me...everyone seems to care, and it means a lot. thanks guys :) Hmmm, well i'm kinda hungry, and i have to brush my wet hair..haha, bye!