life is amazing. I'm slowley starting to be really comfortable with myself...and i think it's because, I'm actually being myself. I think I've come to the conclusion that I am not as independent as I thought. I thought that I could live without any friends, and things would be alright...but i was way wrong. I think I felt like if I depended on someone else they would let me down or hurt me, because it's happened before, and I was just scared of getting hurt. But now I've realize that no one can hurt me anymore, because I'm being myself for once in my life, and I'm completley happy with that..and no one can tell me differently. This is so awesome. I've also realized that if cameron doesn't like me, that's OK...we can still be friends, but it doesn't mean i'm going to give up on him that easily. I will fight, ahaha..right alicia? I'm just so happy with my life. I finally know who my real friends are, and who could care less. and i have no enemies and hate no one. it's great...if everyone could feel like i do, they would be so happy. But you know what? without being sad, i wouldn't feel this great. like, if i didn't feel sad before, then they way i feel right now would be so normal, and it wouldn't be so awesome, so i'm thankful for saddness, because without it there wouldn't be happiness, and without hate, there would be no love.... I'm out for now tho...enjoy your evening! *This is also in my xanga, because that is where i originally wrote it, but i know no one reads that and i wanted to share my awesome feeling :)