crying. why? i don't really know. i'm really sick of being alone. i'm really, really sad. what is wrong with me? am i that ugly? my whole life i tried to be like everyone else and then finally a couple of girls told me how ugly i am and how much of a follower i am. when i was little i would sit at a mirror and think god, i am so pretty...i don't know what happened. when i was finally told all my flaws i changed them. i worked really, really hard to change them. i don't think, and i doubt that i've changed all of them...but i did try really hard to fix myself..and i thought that after i fixed myself i would be somewhat..OK. i was wrong...still, no one wanted me. so are u happy? your plan worked..congrats. you were right, i was wrong. everything i've ever wanted you've gotten. i don't know...i don't want to be so negative, but no one wants me. no one likes my personality or my looks. i just want to be needed. ugh... just another crappy post..i'm sure my next one will be all happy and silly. i'm soo stupid. ugh.