:: HUMONGOUS SIGH OF RELIEF:: I talked to him. It's all good. We were on the same page. Both of us just got caught up in the moment... Why does that always happen to me??? Damn it. But we're friends now, he knows how I feel about it, I know how he feels, we had a very nice conversation. It feels like a whole bunch of weight has been lifted off my shoulders, I'm so....relieved. Yes, it is great. Some one once said that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger....so maybe our friendship will be stronger now? I dunno. I'm not a big philosopher so I couldn't tell you. I'm just glad it's over, so I don't have to worry about it every 5 minutes. We talked over the internet, which was good cause I probably would have started crying cause he was so nice and sincere about it. He thought it was better also cause he didn't want me "to hear his voice crack and stuff." *God,he is so cute, I love him to death--AS A FRIEND* *linds