I should be at school right now. Preforming my monologue in drama. But where am I instead? Home. Sick. Yay. Not. Okay... the play has been goin on for a while and everybody seems to like it. Some people have even come to see it twice. Alot of people have actually. And it's really fun gettin ready in the dressing room, blasting music from Moulin Rogue (which I haven't seen yet damn it). I love everyone in the cast...and stage crew!! (Props to Mikey and Ray Ray) Yeah. So the play's great. But I am so extremely exhausted. I think that's why I'm sick. SO much shit's been going on, and I try to think about it all, but it just wears me down emotionally and then I try to sleep but I dream about it and I wake up crying and then I cry myself back to sleep. Jordi, we really REALLY need to go to McDonalds....like soon! But yeah...........I don't know. I've said some things I shouldn't have, and I've got to do some things I don't want to.....I don't know. Fuck it, maybe I dont. Whatever, maybe I'll figure it out in time...I just don't know how much time I've got...