I told him he was acting like my step-dad. I can't believe I told him that. It just sort of... slipped. I didn't mean it, not in the way he's thinking. Antony just always won't admit he's wrong, and that's what he was doing and it was making me mad cause I knew I was right... Wow. How trivial it all seems now. Was it really that big of a deal that he thought Washington didn't have slaves? No. It doesn't matter at all. But, stupid ass me, I just have to be right all the time. And so I went and insulted the one person who means more to me that anyone. The one person who's always there for me, no matter what. I am such a failure. God, I don't even deserve him and he is still so good to me. I need to be a better person. For him.