so i'm in the computer lab, supposed to be doing C++ but i'm done / i don't want to start the next one so i'm on here. yeah. kiefer doesn't talk to me about anything now and it's lame, so i don't even know what's going on with us. it really scares me that he doesn't want to tell me what's wrong. it's gonna be something bad, i know it, something REALLY bad. like he realized he doesn't really love me or he's in love with some one else or he is sick of me or something. and then he's invisible at lunch, cause he's always gone when i go over there, so i've stopped trying. if he doesn't want to talk to me, then i guess i'll just stay away from him. sems like that's what he wants. so yeah