It was so cute!! Today, my 5-year-old next door neighbor gave me a rose for my b-day!!! I love you Rawley!!! You're the cutest!! And then of course Jaz and Elli made evrybody sing to me in Chem. Whores. Jk, I love them to death. And Jaz gave me a stuffed bear wearing a bulldog sweatshirt and a footbal from the game. Cool. And Jessica gave me this awesome lip gloss that smells really good and has perfume on the other end. Mmmm...I love the scent. So I had a good birthday overall. Finally 15!!! I can actually go places with boys with out having to lie about it! Thanks Kiefer!! It was all because of you! But then came the bad part. I literally almost cried. I told him, and I still can't do shit about it. It fucking sucks. I swear it hurt so much to tell him that, I want so much just to say fuck everyone else but I can't! I'm so lost. I don't know what I'm supposed to do....I can't betray a friend, I would never do that to her. But......he's so......tempting. Damn it. *linds