so i secretly hate jordi. yup. ugh i'm too emotional like wayyyyyyyy too emotional i mean, uh!!! i never said i couldn't go!!! and he's just like "well, i've made other plans" UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHGHGHGHGHGHGHGH!!! UGH! but it's my fault cause i can't expect him to wait for me all the time fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck i hate this!!!! UH!!!!!! i hate it I hate it I hate it!!!! will some one please call a surgeon who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart....