the last two days i've been in a weird mood. i can't describe it. like, it's somewhere in between depressed and stressed out, with a huge dose of loneliness added in there. i didn't even notice until Davis asked me what was up. but i can't explain it too well. i'm not really the tell-how-i'm-feeling kind of person. James comes back in 9 days and i seriously can not stand just sitting and waiting for him here. it seems like an eternity. ughhhhhhh. but i know my birthday will be great. he's the best birthday present i could ever get. :D blithe spirit is kinda boring, buit once i get my character, i think it will be good. plus, being off script usually helps. night darlings.