look. i don't write stuff in here to make you feel like crap. i write it because it's what's happening to me at the moment. i don't sit down and think to myself, "hey, what can i write to make kiefer feel bad today?" and plus, you were the one who broke up with me, so why should you even care?? hmm? you pretty much were dating erica the last week we were going out, cause you were definitely over me by that point, but just too fucking i don't even know to just break up with me. i even had to talk you through THAT. and you still didn't give me any reason, just gave me a fucking generic bullshit line and left. real mature, kid. i don't know what the fuck you want from me. you tell me you want to be friends, then ignore me. i attempted to call you a few times just to find out what's going on with you, but you obviously didn't care enough to return the favor. and you repeating "i didn't do anything wrong" so many times sounds like you're trying convinve yourself more than you are trying to tell me. so get over yourself. if you feel like shit, it's your own fault, don't try and shove the blame off on me. and I'm not gonna censor what i write on here, if I write about something cute that james did for me, and you don't want to hear it, then don't fucking read this anymore. you pushed me out of your life and moved on, so why do you still have to read this? If it makes you so pissed, don't read it. and yeah, i say things about him i used to say about you. "he's so sweet" and "he's adorable" are very common phrases, they don't only pertain to you, you know. and you being pissed at james for not asking your permission is ridiculous, you guys hung out once. plus, why would he need your permission? i'm not yours anymore. you say i don't have any business about what's going on in your life concerning girls, why should you have any say over the guys in mine? and don't even say i didn't love you; that it was just "something i said." that's total bullshit and you know that. i don't want to be bitter with you, but you aren't making it easy there buddy.