Listening to: RENT soundtrack
Feeling: motivated
ugh. vocal lessons are wonderful yet discouraging.
"it's there, you have it, I KNOW you have it Lindsay, you just gotta focus on letting it out."
(me ::focus::)
"you're thinking too hard honey, you're getting tense, open up!"
(me ::open up::)
"Okay, it's sounding a bit airy and pinched"
(me ::thinking GOD DAMN IT, FUCK!!!! refocus::)
"umm... a little better, but you're forgetting how to breathe"
(me ::breathe correctly::)
"okay good, but you're lifting your chin again"
(me ::i suck, kill me now::)
W.O.W. I'm amazed that he puts up with me for a measly $15.
i'm never gonna make this play
♦Julia