Wizard of Oz opens tomorrow. I'm freakin out. What I want to happen isn't gonna happen and that's disappointing and it's my fault but Christian said he'd bring me flowers since I was like "Aww, no one's ever gotten me flowers after a show." but he probably won't cause I'm pretty sure he was kidding and he's in it so I don't see how he'd have time and why would he bring me flowers anyways. That was a long sentence. Wow. I have been sleepwalking through the past few days. And not just from lack of sleep. I need to keep up with homework but I'm not. I need to do alot of things that I'm not. Say alot of things. But I guess I'm just scared. And unsure of myself. Who isn't every now and then? Hopefully things will work out in time. ¢¾