WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!? AM I FUKING DEFECTIVE OR SOMETHING??!?! I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT.... Jesus it felt good to get that out. I dunno what's wrong these days. I'm obssesed and it's getting annoying. I'm not....SAD like DEPRESSION...I'm more.....PISSED OFF!!! AT MYSELF!!! FOR BEING SO UGLY!!! Geez. I guess I'm just sick of being lonely...cuz I've been lonely my whole life....and I don't know what to do about it. Again, the topic bothering me is love - how did you guess? IT FUKING SUCKS. Cause I give and give but I never get anything back. NEVER. Why do I always fall for the ones who don't care if I exist?? WTF? Ok, I'm sick of this shit ---later on! *linds