i know you believe that you understood what you think i was writing about, but what you don't realize is that what you thought you read about was not what i meant. you shouldn't assume, especially that. if you truly did know me, it wouldn't have been a question. and if either of us has changed, it's you, not me. But do not be sad, nothing is lost. neither of us even loved each other truly. you only thought you did and I only wanted to p.s. - i hate how i ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So I got free perfume in the mail yesterday. Clinique Happy. Yum. I'm very happy. My body is continuously sore and I have no idea why. And I haven't had an appetite lately. Hmm. Weird. College. Freaks me out. But I'm getting things done, which is good - filled out my FAFSA, signed up for SAT and ACT, got application fee waivers, talked to teachers about letters of rec. Sweet. I just want it to be over. I don't understand how it got like this. OMG - I got a sewing machine. Its name is Theodore Henri III. It's amazing and I made a kick-ass purse. I haven't gotten my tattoo, James had to leave early and we didn't have time. And for those of you who think it's meaningless, don't talk about what you don't know about. And I was never against tattoos. Just the stupid ones that certain people get/want to get. It has meaning you could never understand. Good night loves, I'm off to work.