I went surfing today. So fun!!!! I wanna go every morning now, me and Chantel are doin it!!! I can't stand up yet, but you wait, I'll do it. There is no such thing as a perfect guy but he`s so close . . . it scares me. Actually, it doesn't scare me. It makes me happy. I love him more than any of you could ever imagine. He's the only one for me and I know it. I'm sure of it. We belong together. He's the only thing that makes me truly happy. I'm so in love, I hope it never ends.