Kiefer's gone. It's only been a week but I miss him so much. Omg, I can't even put it into words. It's like a part of me is gone, and nothing's the same as it was before. It's not as sunny as it was, or as warm, the sky isn't as pretty. Every love song i hear reminds me of him, everything reminds me of him.... My mouth smiles but my eyes don't. And I won't see him for another 8 days, maybe longer. And I can't call him cause his phone doesn't get reception in Tahoe. I want him to come back soon. But I'm sure he's having fun with Brandon. That's all.