i don't feel like writing three papers this weekend. i am supposed to go to a work meeting/party thingee tomorrow but i just realized that i don't know where it is exactly. i'm guesing at the RSF but who knows. it's at noon so i guess i'll just show up and hope it's there. its horrible, i don't want to do anything except sleep on the weekends now. cause the weeks are soooooooo fucking loooooong. damn. and i don't want to do a ten minute presentation on french architecture....in french. i dont want to go to college anymore. i just wanna get an apartment and get a job and just.....live. fuck. i duno. i'm really lacking in motivation right now. eeee. i'm trouble. i don't mean cool pulp fiction trouble, i mean psyho crazy person trouble. highlighter party at DU tomorrow. 1st frat party ever. fun? maybe? hopefully? i'll be writing all day before (after aforementioned work meeting/party) so i'm hoping it will be a nice break. whatev i dont really understand my back hurts and i'm going to bed