omg. wow. i am like the saddest person ever at the moment. i actually like just stopped crying. ok, kiefer like hating me in his journal entry. uhhhhhhhhh. i feel so terrible. i want to kill my parents now, cause they wont fucking take me ANYWHERE!! FUCK!!! and i hate getting rides from ppl cause i live out in the middle of nowhere. holy crap i'm sooo incredibley disappointed in myself right now. necktie. -lindsay