I'm so tired. I swear what is supposed to be a normal monday for me gives me a headache. =/ Not good. I'm so annoyed it seems like i'm back to my trouble sleeping days again. =/ Last night i went to bed at like midnight i think... and then i read for like a whole hour cause i was into my book haha i'm so silly.. it's Pollyanna... childish i know... but I'd never read it... *shrugs* It's quite different from the movie. =O Anyway after reading i turned around in bed for ages... i just remember hearing my watch beep every hour go by... and by the time i woke up I felt like i hadn't actually fallen asleep. =/ *sigh* Oh well... hopefully tonight will be better. My day was so long... i went to all my classes and even tried paying attention to most of them... just Theory of Communications was impossible I just sat there and did everything but pay attention ... which is kinda bad because i heard him mentioning the authors of the two texts i have to present next week. urgh. My presentation is with Joana and we picked randomly today who was going to present which text thingy and yay for once i was lucky and got the shorter one. ;) That presentation will be hell because its such complicated stuff to understand and i am horribly bad at presentations especially when they're in Portuguese... and to top it off the teacher makes me nervous plus he asks questions and makes things blah. =/ Anyway... i've been thinking about things today... quite odd but things just popped into my head... like i remembered Phil. I guess it was because i was thinking about how i'm lonely =P like thinkig about how i want a boyfriend... but not just anyone and i want someone special and stuff... and i was just thinking about how Phil used to text me everyday during that time and he was all interested in me and trying to get to know me and stuff... and it felt nice... but then in the end it was just blah because... well he was a nice guy... but i really didn't like him that way at all... and then of course i made a fool out of myself in several ways because i am uncapable of rejecting someone the right way. =/ yeah... Oh well... i just want that person you know. *sigh* I see all these people who've met someone that mean a whole big deal to them and maybe they're not "the one" but they're still "something" and even just a "something" that could lead to "the one" would make me happy at the minute. Ah well. I'm talking to Timz at the minute. =) There are several other people online, but for reason i'm not talking to anyone else. But it's all good, because talking to Timz is fun fun. ;) Was also looking at websites of american colleges... but now i stopped... got lazy lol but hey i asked for info from one more college. I emailed Ross today to see if he was still alive. =/ lol last time i talked to him last monday he said this guy wanted to kill him... yes long story but he was gambling at his work place thingy and wouldn't stop and Ross had to tell him to stop etc... and the guy threated Ross and he wasn't drunk or anything so you gotta be careful ;) But yeah... Ross replied a short email saying he'd probably come online this evening... i don't know if i missed him but i'm guessing not or he would've said something... and it's already 11:26pm... hmm... ah well... i plan to leave latest 12:30am... so we'll see. He cheers me up though, so would be good to talk to him. His life is amusement to me. Maybe i should say that i'm obsessed with the show Friends and well Ross... Ross... he's got Ross's name ;) but that's not all!! It's quite hilarious how a few things in his life are similar in a different dimension! Like his girlfriend is called Rachael and he went on a break with her... and when he did he slept with someone else.. lol yes well it amuses me so shhh =P. Ok well i think i've babbled enough for Now... i'd have babbled less if Bloop was working but it's not and i think it only will be tomorrow now for me. Anywho, byebye ;)