So, i'm defenetly done with him. Just hoping it's not a momentary thing, but those are my thoughts. He's back, and things between us have been both okay and rocky. Got annoyed with him for "little things". In the end, that's it. He's just going to be him, over there. I know what's what now though. And i'll be okay with that. I just don't need to go there again. On a completly different leaf... there's him. *sigh*. I like this one. He treats me so perfectly. He makes me feel so special. I can't write about him. I can barely even talk about him. It's kindof nice though. It's just between us. I like it. He bought a webcam so i could see him. Talking to him has become better and better. Reaching an understandment, and even just understanding him better. I know it probably won't ever go anywhere... but... why can't I just enjoy this moment. And... there's something different. Some sort of commitment of his to me, even though he knows I can't make the same one. =) Anyway, yes... that's it. Christmas coming up. Yay.