Let's ignore the bad and on with random babble shall we? Yes yes... i was actually starting to feel slighty good lately but today it came pouding down just a while ago. But it's done now... I've done all i could... did my part, was honest and put my feelings out. Now i'll just sit here and hope to be crushed no longer. Lucas is magical. lol He came online the very second i needed him. Timz was on too... but by the time i was already talking to Lucas so didn't go on about it to her... just said thanks. I love that girl. She's my star... thinking of her in fuel in itself. Just wish our hugs were real... and we weren't forced to not ever see each other =/*sigh*
I also had a thought... which i probably shouldnt... but was just thinking my reason for being closed up in real life... and maybe i'm not all that wrong afterall... i mean... if i were closed up online too then i probably wouldn't have these problems now would i? But i know... i'd have other... just like in real life... oh well... that's life for you...
I'm in love with this song. Keep me a secret. It's the best. I love the lyrics so much. And i can relate to in in my own personal way... even thought what i think its saying is probably not what it's saying... but then again it doesn't matter... it speaks to me. Just like Gutterflower of the Goo Goo Dolls that album is amazing... i don't think any album has ever made me associate myself with as much as that one has. I mean... take the lyrics and you've got all my feelings in words. I'm loving kazaa all over again. The whole downloading songs bit and i gave in and downloaded Friends... i can't help it... just knowing it's there at my reach =P I watched the first episode... this will sound pathetic... but i'm gonna cry when it ends! lol I love that show... i swear it makes me laugh even when i'm ready to kill the world... and it's an automatic smile... *sigh*
Anyway... that's all i guess... Bloop is still off... and no one still reads this diary... but that's life... and this is my words... somehow i kinda like what i write here at times. odd. ;)
you know it kills me to sit and have to read what goes on in your life by just reading your written entry. but it hurts even more to sit and constantly read how lucas is there for you. when there was once a time where i was always there for you. i dont know what the hell happened to us. you say we are different. so back in that time you are telling me we were alike? it dosent matter i guess. because well you dont need me anymore...
[Anonymous]
i started writing again..
because well i dont know
its the only place where
i can respond to your
comments =)
[Anonymous]
wow - i love how music can do that- where u can totally relate to the lyrics and its like -- omg they wrote those freaking lyrics FOR ME- ABOUT ME!" haha its a great connection- i love music........
Let's ignore the bad and on with random babble shall we? Yes yes... i was actually starting to feel slighty good lately but today it came pouding down just a while ago. But it's done now... I've done all i could... did my part, was honest and put my feelings out. Now i'll just sit here and hope to be crushed no longer. Lucas is magical. lol He came online the very second i needed him. Timz was on too... but by the time i was already talking to Lucas so didn't go on about it to her... just said thanks. I love that girl. She's my star... thinking of her in fuel in itself. Just wish our hugs were real... and we weren't forced to not ever see each other =/ *sigh*
I also had a thought... which i probably shouldnt... but was just thinking my reason for being closed up in real life... and maybe i'm not all that wrong afterall... i mean... if i were closed up online too then i probably wouldn't have these problems now would i? But i know... i'd have other... just like in real life... oh well... that's life for you...
I'm in love with this song. Keep me a secret. It's the best. I love the lyrics so much. And i can relate to in in my own personal way... even thought what i think its saying is probably not what it's saying... but then again it doesn't matter... it speaks to me. Just like Gutterflower of the Goo Goo Dolls that album is amazing... i don't think any album has ever made me associate myself with as much as that one has. I mean... take the lyrics and you've got all my feelings in words. I'm loving kazaa all over again. The whole downloading songs bit and i gave in and downloaded Friends... i can't help it... just knowing it's there at my reach =P I watched the first episode... this will sound pathetic... but i'm gonna cry when it ends! lol I love that show... i swear it makes me laugh even when i'm ready to kill the world... and it's an automatic smile... *sigh*
Anyway... that's all i guess... Bloop is still off... and no one still reads this diary... but that's life... and this is my words... somehow i kinda like what i write here at times. odd. ;)
because well i dont know
its the only place where
i can respond to your
comments =)
xo Babz
xo Babz