I miss Ross. I really do, though I miss him less now, guess I kinda got used to it. I want to say more about him, but i can't. I don't know why... but there's something stopping me. And i can't figure it out, if i'm just scared or whether it's because i don't feel the way that i think I feel. I'm starting to think it's the second one... which is odd. Because i don't think I'm scared at all; not anymore. But then... i thought I finally knew how i felt. I guess I don't. =/ Interesting turn of events. lol Either way, i still care about him a lot. Even if it's not enough to give into my beliefs. Vovo is doing better... but still around the same deal. =/ I hope she gets better... Papai called today, and actually said that he was going to talk to some people in Brasilia tonight, and that he might be moved to Brasilia soon. And he even said that soon was "about 2 months". And of course... at the moment it's just a possibility... but would papai really say all that if it wasn't a big possibility. So yeah, that's odd. My life is so confusing right now. I don't know. I have no idea where I'll be in August. Or September. I'm just so completly confused... and so tired of being clueless. I want to know something you know. I need that type of anticipation in my life! But we'll see... one day at a time. Took me exame complementar of Interpersonal Communications today. I don't think I did too well. =/ Not to mention that right before the exam the freaking teacher turned to me and said "You're too thin" I felt like giving her the longest lecture in time!! grr. But i didn't... because i still have the oral exam left to do on monday... i do have a possibility of passing this class... so i hope i do. But i don't know. I'm starting to believe that i just suck at subjects like this. =/ Which is bad... because i really like them. lol Oh well. It's just this stupid university i guess. But it's ok... because soon and very soon... It'll all be over here. =) Ok, enough of writing for Bia. byebye.