Yes, i've been taking random pictures of me again, and yes i've been trying to mess with Photo Shop Pro 8 again. I just wish i could make nicer stuff. But i guess it does all come with time. =/ Anyway, that's me today, i know it's bright and all but i just thought it looked cool, despite my ugliness. I straightened my hair today. I love it when my hair is straight. I do feel better. Except it's too long. I need to cut it. Soon...
So anyway, last night i went to bed at 8am... I hadn't gone to bed that late since like the summer which was around the last time i went out at night partying i guess =/ But yeah wasn't the best idea, but whatever, i didn't have any classes today, and i wasn't sleepy last night and was lazy and just felt like staying here. I swear if Lucas hadn't abandoned me i might have stayed here even later haha... oh well. *shrugs* I woke up a bit before 2pm today. Woke up again with a horrible feeling. I'm pretty sure the time i wake up has got something to do with it... but oh well. Yeah... i think i dreamed more... but now i can't remember... i just know that i woke up with things on my mind. Sometimes people try to make you feel better... and i guess in a way they do... but then it also brings lots of thoughts along with it... and i guess i was just thinking about myself even more. It's my fault. But oh well, i'll shrug it off now.
So after waking up and having lunch my mom said we had to go to the embassy christmas thing... so we did. Was alright... to be honest, but still amusing in its weird odd way. There was this one guy, who's Belgian but he's married to a Brazilian and been around and all that... and h'es crazy... he was talking to me and my brother... and asking us if we liked living here etc... then he asked my brother: "So what do you do for fun? Play any sports? Soccer... ? Swimming? Smoke up some weed? Cannabis? Inject stuff?" or something like that... lol bascily went like that... it was hilarious my brother was actually surprised haha so random... and the guy was like "well i dont know... young people these days..." lol it was funny... my mom doesn't seem to think he's that funny tho... hehe. He was saying a whole lot of crap too hihi.
Yeah... that's all i've done today though. I'm sitting here online hoping to have some sort of a good conversation with someone... but everyone seems dead. Don't even feel like IMing most people. I talked to Imz for a while but he was being boring so nevermind that. Then i'm talking to Mariana (my cousin) again she's at a friend's house though. lol its so funny... she's already 14... damn she's grown... talking about guys and everything :'( haha Ah well. Yeah then just IMed An too but knowing her she'll probably be offline soon. I miss Bloop =P. And why doesn't anyone IM me. grrr. People... blah... Yikes. Right after i typed that Sarah IMed me! haha And look look:
her: bia bia!
her: haha whats up?
me: hey hey
me: nothing... lol
her: i miss you.....
me: aww
her: i miss reading ur diary hehe
lol aww so sweet ;)*shrugs* All us bloopers go crazy without it around. And here i am forced to write in here, which is ok actually... but blah... no one reads this...
Anyway... that's all for now... i'm gonna go ... play a game =P
i do that with pictures a lot too, i end up looking like a druggie though, you can see for yourself, its true...
[Anonymous]
its a nice picture by the way, i think...
[Anonymous]
ahhh...can you tell me how you put pics in your entries? i know you can do the %% thing but what about pictures that you upload, how do you put those in an entry?? email me pleeze: heather@heatherlu.com THNX!! ~later
[Anonymous]
bia! my love looke i remembered the site =) oh sure stay up with lucas but when it comes to me you run away =( caz misses bia so much. bloop who?!?!??? no bloop here...bloop is dead i think we need to move on and spread the love here =)
[Anonymous]
My, you make it sound like I didn't want to talk to you anymore, but I did! I just had to go to bed, so I could actually get some sleep. ;-) Love yas
[Anonymous]
..interesting when i read that u have a friend by that name, too cuz back here i know no one with the same name as i have. :)
[Anonymous]
..interesting when i read that u have a friend by that name, too cuz back here i know no one with the same name as i have. :)
Yes, i've been taking random pictures of me again, and yes i've been trying to mess with Photo Shop Pro 8 again. I just wish i could make nicer stuff. But i guess it does all come with time. =/ Anyway, that's me today, i know it's bright and all but i just thought it looked cool, despite my ugliness. I straightened my hair today. I love it when my hair is straight. I do feel better. Except it's too long. I need to cut it. Soon...
So anyway, last night i went to bed at 8am... I hadn't gone to bed that late since like the summer which was around the last time i went out at night partying i guess =/ But yeah wasn't the best idea, but whatever, i didn't have any classes today, and i wasn't sleepy last night and was lazy and just felt like staying here. I swear if Lucas hadn't abandoned me i might have stayed here even later haha... oh well. *shrugs* I woke up a bit before 2pm today. Woke up again with a horrible feeling. I'm pretty sure the time i wake up has got something to do with it... but oh well. Yeah... i think i dreamed more... but now i can't remember... i just know that i woke up with things on my mind. Sometimes people try to make you feel better... and i guess in a way they do... but then it also brings lots of thoughts along with it... and i guess i was just thinking about myself even more. It's my fault. But oh well, i'll shrug it off now.
So after waking up and having lunch my mom said we had to go to the embassy christmas thing... so we did. Was alright... 