Someday, I'll be able to fill this out, and feel like I can fill it out properly. Name: Bia Age: 21 Location: Brazil What do you look like?: Like me. Name: Mike Age: 23 Location: Canada What do they look like?: pale, orange hair, and cute. When did you first meet? A few days after my birthday, 2005 How old were you both? 21, 22 How did you meet them? Beth introduced us on msn. What were your thoughts when you first met them? Fun, cocky, hmmm.... How did you feel? not impressed, but interested somehow Why did you feel that way?: because it was someone new From the beginning, did you know you would be with them? no. Why/Why not? Because I didn't think I could feel this way about him, and he's in Canada. Did you always want to kiss them, or grab their hand, and didn't have the courage to do it? I imagine that might happen. Has their appearance changed at all since you first met? Towards me, yes. Has their personality? Maybe What about the things you said or did? yes. When was your first kiss (if it's happened already)? hasn't happened. Describe it: -- When did you first make out (if it's happened already)? hasn't happened. Describe it: -- When did you first have sex (if it's happened already)? hasn't happened. Describe it: -- What was the best sex you've had with them? -- When they touch you, how do you feel? He doesn't even have to touch me to make me feel like i'm being touched. What about when you touch them? I can't wait. How do you feel when you have sex with them? -- Is there anything that you've done with them that you regret? No. What about them turns you on the most? The way he looks at me. What do they do that turns you on the most? Looks at me! And things he says... he has some good imagination. Do they have siblings? step siblings. If yes, do you like them? Don't know them. Do you like their parents?: I don't know them well enough. Do their parents like you?: I don't think they have anything against me. Do your siblings like them (if you have siblings)? They don't know about him. Yet. Do your parents like them? They don't know about him. Yet. Do your parents and/or siblings think you two are good for each other? -- Do they ever talk about your future together? Yes. Is it important for your family to like them? Yes. Is it important for their family to like you? Yes. Do you love them? I might. How do you know?: I feel it. Do they love you? He might. How do you know?: He's told me. When did you first realize you loved them?: i'm not sure Did you ever just want to tell them you loved them, but didn't? probably. If yes, why didn't you?: Because of our situation. When was the first time you told them? Over a week ago I think. Would you change anything about it? Well yes, I'd like him to be next to me. Do you regret telling them? No. Did you mean it when you told them?: I meant it under the circumstances, and he knows that. Do you still feel that way? Yes. Can you imagine yourself with them forever? Yes. Do you think you'll marry them? I find it hard to imagine great things like that happening to me... When was the first time you thought about marrying them? Probably when he first joked about it Would you propose to them?: Probably not. How would you do it?: I wouldn't. Have you thought about this before now? Sure. What would you want your wedding to be like?: I'd like there to be at least one wedding in Brazil, my family and friends all there... and yeah. Have you talked about this to them before?: Yes. Do you agree on how you'd want the wedding to be like? Seems like we might. Do you want kids with them? Maybe. Do you think you'd be good parents together? I never gave that much thought, but maybe. Do you think you'd be happy with them forever? Being happy forever is not very realistic, but I hope we could be as happy as possible. Do you think they are your soul mate? Soul mate.... i'm not sure. But I do think he's a perfect match for me. Do you think you were destined to be together? I have a hard time believing such great things can happen to me... Do you think there is anybody in this universe better for you than them?: No one i've met... he matches me very well. Do you think they could be a better boyfriend/girlfriend to you? Probably, but he's amazing as it is. Do you think they are the most beautiful person you've ever seen?: Inside, yes. Do you think they smell good?: I guess I'll find out. Do you think they are talented? In some areas. If so, in what ways? He's good with computer, and fixing things. What do you think when you look into their eyes? "Is this really happening" How often do you think about them? All the time. What do you think about? I can't believe this is happening. He really likes me. I'm going to meet him. What am i going to do. What if. Etc. What is your favorite memory with them? Just being intimate with him. What is the most romantic memory you have with them? Maybe when I tried to convince him i'm worth it. What memory with them makes you feel happy? So many. ...Angry?: When he was concerned about his safety coming here and wasn't listening to me. ...Sad? I'm not sure... ...Helpless? I'm not sure... ...Complete? When I realised I didn't regret something I thought I could have. ...Loved? When he looks at me and tells me. ...Unworthy?: He never makes me feel unworthy... What memories do you look forward to making with them?: "REAL" memories. What color best describes them? Blue? What is your favorite physical feature of theirs? His smile and his shoulders. Do they meet your needs? At this point as much as he can. If you could give them any gift, what would you give them?: He knows he can do whatever he wants... so I don't know... just the gift of happiness? If you could tell them anything right now, what would you tell them?: It's all worth it. If you could promise them anything, what would it be?: I'll never forget any second of this. What would you like to be doing with them right now? Just having him in front of me, in person, would be a start. What would be your idea of the perfect day together? Laughing, us both feeling comfortable. What songs remind you of them? So many songs actually... What is your favorite day that you've spent together?: I'm not sure... we have yet to really spend a day together. What is your favorite article of clothing that they wear? Not sure, but I like the shirt he was wearing before yesterday. What about them makes you feel like the luckiest person alive?: The way he treats me. Do you regret anything with them?: No. How do you feel when you hold them?... What is your favorite way to hold them? ... How do you like them to hold you? ... Do you write poems for them? no. Do they write them for you? no. If you could dedicate any song to them, what would it be? Not sure. If they broke up with you tomorrow, how would you feel? Very confused. Have they ever made you cry? yes. Have they ever made you so happy that you cried?: yes. Have they ever made you feel so loved that you thought your heart would explode? pretty much. Is your world complete with them in it? sure. What's your favorite movie that you've seen together?: we have yet to do that. Do you save things from your relationship?: yes. If yes, what have you saved so far?: Everything. Do they make things for you?: Not usually, but he has. How does it make you feel when they do things for you?: That i'm worth it, and that it can happen. Do you think you make a good couple?: yes. Would you give up your relationship for anybody or anything?: Not right now. What is the most important thing to you about your relationship?: respect and understanding. What makes your relationship work so well?: We listen to each other, and we try and understand. What makes you think that they're the right one for you?: It feels right, and everything he says makes sense. Are you happier than you've ever been before?: I'm very happy. Do they know more about you than anybody?: Not sure about "anybody", but he knows a lot about me. Do they share secrets with you?: Yes. What is something you'd like for them to know? I think I've already told him everything I want him to know. What do you honestly think of them? I get nervous worrying if we won't work out, because I've never met anyone more perfect for me before, and if that doesn't work, I just don't know. What do you honestly think of your relationship?: It's complicated, the situation is horrible, but I think we deal with it pretty well, at least up until now we have.