*sigh*

I have so much work to do, but I'm useless. I don't know why I can't just sit down and get it all done. It's too hard. I start to not understand and I give up. I start to not know what to write and I give up. I hate this. I wish it were math. Random thought. But at least in math the answer is there somewhere, you just have to find it. And I don't know where he is. I texted him and he hasn't texted me back, or come online or anything. He can't possibly have been sleeping then. I just need to hear from him. I hate this. But I don't want to seem needy, and i'm assuming that if he hasn't replied my text it's because he can't. But that doesn't sound right. He's never not replied like this before. I'm sure it's no big deal, i'm not worried or anything... i just... need him right now. I hate feeling like this. I hate hating myself. I want my boyfriend...