You've left me behind.
You expect me to be there,
But you're never here.
I miss you, i love you,
I don't know you.
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I just want to move.... i'm so sick of things here. It's all so uneventfull, i'm running away from this life, except i've got to wait to run away. I want to go off, I want to do something that I feel i should be doing. I don't want to sit and wait anymore.
I don't want my friends to be memories, I want them to be a here, now part of my current life, activities and days. I want it now.
I don't know what is what anymore. I don't know who is who. It's like i'm still stuck in this confusing world, even though the place i thought was holding my hands together, is done with.
It doesn't make sense.