(^ I did that ^ looks cool?) I wrote an entry yesterday but then when i went to save i guess it was too late and i was signed out, so i lost it. Oh well. I write again. I feel like writing on this diary. I don't like writing about Ross in my bloopdiary, so I'll do it here. So a week after we last "contacted" each other he emails me. The last time being the time i was drunk and decided to text him asking what the hell had happened to us and why i felt like he didn't give a shit about me anymore. Anyway, so exactly a week after he emails me. I told myself i wouldn't reply after the reply he texted to my text... basicly saying it was getting "fucking" annoying, etc... so I let it be for a while. This is the email he sent Friday: Hey there, i know we havent spoke at all since that incident over my hols, perhaps its time we sorted this out once and for all huh? At present i have tmo night free so if you wanna chat sometime let me know and ill try and make it. Ross xx I replied simply to that basicly saying i'd be online Saturday night. So yesterday, Saturday night, I was online for a little while at night and he never showed up. Which to be honest, i was expecting. So today i come on here and I have another email from him...: Sorry sorry, am writing from work as the computer is not letting us log on. It is now saying the password we use to access internet is wrong!! (it isnt) the computer has so many gremlins i dont know what to do with it!! Am not in tonight but will try tus/wed night if u can. Sorry i didnt let u know should have texted. Ross XXXX Interesting... not upset that didn't didn't come on... cause i know he's telling the truth and things like that happened. But i replied, simply again, saying at the minute i'm free Wed night though something might come up, and if something does i'll let him know. Then i couldn't help myself... i said something around the lines of: "just wondering... you said you should have texted, so why didn't you?" And i told him it was no big deal that I was doing other things. But ha. I feel good. I got three sorry's out of him, and i feel like i'm in the right. And i am. But yeah... so whatever... we'll see about that later! On to another subject... we were supposed to work on our group project today but looks like things are fucked! lol Last night i texted Ju but she didn't reply... i let it be... today a while ago she called me saying she was sick and that no one had said anything so she didn't know if we were gonna meet today or not. It's already 4:30pm... so i'm guessing we wont... but that means we'll have to work the next few days... which is a tiny bit fucked cause i'm pretty sure i'll have to do that exam on wednesday! And i don't want to... but i'm sure i'll have to... which means i'll have to study! urgh! I'll find out tomorrow... =/ Anywho... that's all. Bloop is back, but no comments. I don't feel like writing in there... and well i cant comment so blah =P That's all... I've been learning to mess with PSP 8 and stuff... it's pretty cool! =D

xoxo Bia