I haven't written in here in ages. But Bloop seems to be having problems, so i suppose this is my oportunity to get back on here! No one reads this though, so there's really not much need for an update... but since i've gotten back from Brazil I've been going up and down!! First i was just really sad to be back... I missed Brazil so much it was hard to get through the day! But that's normal... that happens everytime i come back from Brazil. And to top it off this year it was just me and my brother... as my parents were still in Brazil for a longer time, and my sister also was, and even so after she'd be going back to Paris. My brother and I got along amazingly well during that time... which was good. Though as of today i think it's officially over. lol We got into a fight =P A silly one over the TV, but hey, that's what brothers and sisters do! Anyway, I've been quite upset with university lately... just the whole classes and grades thing has been really fucked. I can't keep on going to this university, and i pretty much have it set on my mind that next year i will not be here... whether i'm in the US, in Brazil, or somewhere completly different. I just won't be at this university anymore! I can't deal with it all. I know I have potential and i could be doing much better. If only it were in another language... or i'm even thinking in Brazil it'd be better. Anyway, i think my friends here pretty much have the idea i won't be here next year too. But we'll see. My dad's job is creating a bit of... questions... just with my dad's job you never know where you'll be tomorrow and it really makes a difference. But... whatever will be, will be. =) So yes, i don't want to get into it really because it's depressing, but college has been sucking. I failed 2 or 3 classes... and things just haven't been great. However, my social life is way better. See, I think at first it was all just too much... my university issues made me close myself up and i'd associate it with university people and all, and it was just fucked up really. But i've been a lot more open with my friends lately... and my other classmates too i believe i've gotten to know better. So that's really good. My friends have been great lately. And they're the ones putting smiles on my faces these days. So i'm not having my people issue. Only with Pez and Ross, but those two are fucked up anyway. Pez is out of my life forever cause he's an asshole and never really respected me anyway. As for Ross I've just been having issues with lately. And am taking a distance from him, though aparently he is from me too. *shrugs* Again, whatever will be will be. What matters is, I love my friends here!!! And Lu's been visiting so that's been great!!! She really unifies our group and we've been doing more stuff and all that! Yes, i'm happy. In that sense. I've still been having major mood swings though... one minute i'm hyper and happy and woohoo-ish... the next life is horrible and i just want to curl up and watch time pass. lol but ah well! I'm happy now ;) Today i spent all day with my friends... woke up and went to meet them for lunch... met up with Jujuba and Ju then Lu showed up later and we all had lunch... Janeca was supposed to come too but she ended up not being able to. And Mariana too but long story there... she did however meet up with us later. We went to college to work on our Tecniques of Journalism project. Even though we're on vacation this project is only due next week! So yeah... Lu of course was just hanging out with us. We had a blast though... I had my camera with me hehe so that was fun! Just taking crazy random pictures. And the project is so fucked up its boring and confusing hehehe so we had a laugh at that actually too. And yeah... that's pretty much it. Tomorrow i'm not doing anything !!! Which is good cause i havent stopped still for ages now! I only have to go to college to check out the results of my tests and find out if i have to take the makeup exam (which i probably will). So yeah... that's all... i believe it's enough babble. =) byeeee... xoxo