I'm not going to write this in my Bloop because Ross now reads it. And that's cool, and I'll probably write about it eventually, but not right now. So... we're most probably going to be here till at least mid-September. This means that Ross can come to Lisbon before I move to Brazil. It freaks me out just a little bit.... Ok, a lot. See, i'm pretty sure I want to see him... and i've already decided that... but... i can't help bu freak out every now and then when i think about it. I just... sometimes i feel like it's wrong... and i know that basicly everyone i know would tell me it is.... but those are the people that i know in person. I don't know... i don't think it's even only that. It's all about me. I'm just so nervous about meeting him. I don't want things to change... and i know they will. Even if it were to go good... things would still change... and well... it could go bad... and well... at least i wouldn't have to worry about him so much and all... but still... i don't know. I'm just nervous. I don't want to mess up. I don't know if i'm making the right decision... even though it's what i want. This makes no sense. And him being so positive about it... well... it's good i guess... but i don't know. There are just so many aspects of this that freaks me out! lol argh... oh well. We'll see. Now... i can let him sort some things out... and i'll think about it again when he's got something decided. um... yeah. Oh please let this go ok. =/. I just realised things happened between now and the last entry... uh yeah... basicly: - We're moving to Brasilia. - I told Ross i like him, he said he liked me too.