Becky joined this place and made a diary. yay =) I left her a message last night telling her my diary here. ;) Might tell more people eventually... not sure yet. =/ So today i've been a bit blahish again... and tonight i'm just feeling empty. I don't even really know why... i just do though... I woke up late again today at 1pm... urgh I didn't mean to... but i couldn't sleep last night again. So that meant i skipped one class today... but was alright cause there are no absences in that class. I went to the TGL3 class... actually paid attention and understood most of it. =) At the end of the class i was walking out and the teacher (the director guy) asked me how things were, and if i'd called the lady he suggested for help with my portuguese. So i told him i did and it was helping and thanks. The guy is nice really. I completly lied though. Lol i hate the lady and the classes and it hasn't helped that much expect make me feel like shit. *shrugs* I've got that class tomorrow.. urgh and i still haven't bought the book thingy she told me to get... plus i need to write that essay... i'll write it tomorrow morning though... help anyone? lol Joana found out about my US college plan and maybe a few other people heard but don't think they realised... but yeah she asked me when i said next year... that's it pretty much... but yeah... means they all know now... the ones i care about anyway... of uni people. English class sucked. I hate that class... i hate the teacher... i mean she's alright i guess it just pisses me off... the class is easy and boring as hell. I sit there and just roll my eyes at everything that's said. When people speak i correct them in my head. Drives me crazy lol. Oh well... at least that's one class i don't have to worry about. =/ Talked to Ross this morning when i was still in a good mood. It was so odd because i came online on yahoo but i was appearing offline and literally a second after i signed on he IMs me replying an offline message i'd left him... hehe and then i replied him and scared him too ;) So yeah we got to talk a bit before i had to go have lunch... he was down in the dumps though... mainly cause of his girlfriend. He had a silly argument with her last night and so i was giving useless advice. =P Yeah should still get to talk to him more this weekend though. I was in a crappy mood... and still am... but i'm better and it's all thanks to Timz. She's the best. I didn't feel like IMing anyone but she was online and i told myself it would be a good idea and right i was. She cheered me up. She listened to me bitching about my argument with Pez and calmed me down and told me what to reply to him. lol And she said the sweetest thing. It put such a smile to my face. She said that she was looking back at her diary from the Paris days (when we lived in the same place =P) and that it said one day that she was feeling down and she called me and it made her feel better and that i was the only person there that made her feel better. It put a smile to my face but made me miss her so much. I really wish we could live in the same country... *sigh* I haven't seen her in years! =/ But with this US college plan thing we might even be closer than ever... as she also might go to the US next year... even though we'll probably end up in very different colleges... it's still something. Yep, she's a great friend. And the little image at the end here is thinking of her... cause she's a great friend and a great writer. =) I think i'll get offline now and go see if i can watch some TV... cause well there's nothing to do online and no one's online... might come back later... xx night xx