why do i never get to win?
...why the fuck does everyone seem to have everything i've been dreaming about handed to them on a silver platter?
I would kill for a chance with someone like them...If i ever had someone like that, I would treasure them.
but I'll never get that chance.
I'll never be good enough...thus, everything is always over before it even begins.
dont be sad my brandaid. my drink. my homophobe. hold your head high, heavy heart