so.
things are still all...
i don't know anymore, really.
i hate things lately. the world and everyone in it seems to be against me.
i know that probably sounds really stupid "the world hates me!"
but really. I can't seem to get anywhere lately. Someone up there definetely has something against me. every time I think things might finally be looking up, and i chance a glance, I trip over some previously unseen obsitcal. I haven't quite fallen yet...but I'm stumbling all over the place.
catch me?
Kim. Stan. Joe. Kylie. Kenzie.
It's like fate has something against me. It comes to me, picks me up, and holds me close while whispering in my ear "Don't worry, it's okay, I'll take care of you" and I'm stupid enough to believe it. Then, it pulls back, smiles, says "Just kidding!" and throws me back on the ground.
I don't know how many more times I can drag myself back up... :[
I just want someone to save me...I'm falling apart inside, and i don't know how much longer I can hold all the pieces together. pretty soon, I'm afraid I'm just going to give up and let go, and all I'll be able to do at that point is watch the pieces fall away.
please...give me strength...
i promise i will always be there for you.
and i will always pick you up when you are down.
plus i could never be against you.
ily
-casseexox
will always love you
hmmm....my story...im trying to forget my story and start a new one. :) talk to ya later.