so. I keep coming here and coming on to write a "meaningful" entry about all of the things on my mind right now... But then, i get here, and i just don't feel like it, or i procrastinate and it logs me off and i don't feel like signing back in, or I simply don't have the effort to delve into that part of my mind. ...And really, why dig up everything that I've been trying my hardest to push away? I take pills and drink just so i can forget...so why try and remember it all willingly? it makes no sense. so, maybe when i do feel the need to disclose the finer details of my life as it stands right now...I'll put them here. until then, here is yet another meaningless update. - Vault energy drink got me through today love always and forever... or not.