so. new update on things? ...why not, right? last night, jordan called me. she was crying, and really upset, but said she couldn't talk about things just then. she just asked me if i would pick her up and take her to school today. so i said i would, and that i'd be there at 7, and she hung up. two hour delay today. she called, and i told her i'd be there at 9 instead. so i picked her up, and she got in the car...and suggested we skip today. so i asked her what happened and if she was okay and blah blah blah etc. etc. so...we skipped. and spent the day at my house together. it didn't take much for her to convince me. i don't know where my head is these days. well, actually, i do...it's with her. i can't get her out of my head, and i can't get my head around her. thing is, i don't think that's a good thing = today, we had a conversation about the future, and us moving in together someday. it started out as a joke, but kind of ended on a "you never know" note. thing is, i'm not so sure if i want to know or not =/ yeah. i do like her. i'll come clean about that. i like her a lot...i might even be falling for her. i definetely care a lot about her. at the same time...i think i'd rather have her as a here and now rather than a there and later. i don't know that i want there to be a someday with her. i wasn't kidding when i said i'd have to give up a lot for her. but i'd have no problem with it, if i was getting her in return. trouble is, i'm not so sure i could ever have her. i'm afraid it'd turn out to be something like the last one...i'd be in love with the girl, and the girl would be in love with the world. =/ on a bit of a lighter note(ish)? i talked to her about andrew, kim. there's nothing there. she's hung out with him a few times, but that's it. she doesn't like him; she doesn't even know that he likes her. and i did make it clear to her [nicely] that if anything went on between the two of them, neither you nor i would be very happy with that...and i also kind of told her that if she screwed with you, she might not like which side i would take in that arguement...lol ;]