i've been remembering my dreams a lot lately. which is strange for me, normally i remember one every 6 months or so. mostly, they've been about the past, well...ish. faces of the past, regret of the present, and hope for the future. that probably means nothing to anyone... i seem to be especially focused on her lately. the other night...it was horrible. she was here...but i couldn't reach her.i tried, i really tried...but i lost her, all over again. last nights was better though. i got her back...even if it was just for that blissful 5-10 minutes, or however long a dream lasts... i was staying at a friends house for the night (not completely sure where it was) and, as i found out later, so was she. apparently, she knew them too. at first i was upset. then, my dream self simply vowed to avoid her. i was sitting in a room, alone. it was dark. i saw her, in the doorway. she tried to approach me, but i buried my face in my hands and shook my head "no"...and cried. so she started walking away...then i said "no, wait..." and she ran to me. i held her and vowed to never let her go again... it was a good dream, until i woke up. then, i remembered... things can't always be undone.