so. its been a while. me andsitdiary seem to have fallen apart lately. seems to be happening alot, actually, falling out with old friends. so jeno left saturday :[ i miss her *tear* its okay though, i'm spending christmas with her : ] (wherever that might be) and my birthday was monday. it was pretty cool, except my dad was being an asshole. but hey, thats not new or anything. other than that, i spent the day with my mom. it was actually kinda nice, we don't really do that much anymore... i think i'm beginning to trust her again. i've been blaming her for something stupid for almost 5 years now. and now that i look back on it, i realize...she was right :/ so yeah, things are better between us...and i'm thinking about coming out to her. i don't know yet, i mean, its a big descision and all. but maybe... and yeah, theres lots of other stuff going on too, but nothing i really feel like going into. suffice it to say... this scene is dead.