shit shit shit shit dan knows...DAN KNOWS....and he's iains best friend so hell tell im...he said he wouldnt but i dunno....i mean if dan had told me he like alice before he asked her out i wouldve told her....then i again i knew alice liked dan. i know iain dosent like me in that way....grrrrrrr...... i was all high before - why do i always manage to make a twat of myself when i get high? i mean i was giggling like some stupid little girl whose just discovered i dunno that you can make rude shapes out of baloons...ok thats a bad exampkle but you get the point.. jesus i ate so much...i mean technically today was a pretty good day, went to see my friends, was laughin/gigglin most of the time, ate junk food most of the time and watched jurassic park. but really...i dunno it wasnt such a good day...i have fun when im laughing or eating, but when the laughing stops....i just feel so stupid and gay and clumsy and just basically disgusted...