ah that music is pretty...a little samey but im not complaining you may be confused about the title. thats right. im back at school, and yet i am calm. what on earth is wrong with amy? i hear you call I finished my IT coursework. all of it. well, the first task, but im caught up with the rest now. now do you understand? ooh i might be playing lady macbeth in intermediate drama :D I have the black hair to go with it now, it was supposed to go blueblack, but it is mopre purple. i may write to the company. i like the purple a lot but i could get free hair dye out of this...:D things are going well with him, i get moments where im sad it wont ever happen but im not too fussed about it at present. im a little worried about playing lady macbeth. ive nevr really had to test my scting skills so i dont know whether i have enough talent to pull it off well... i think i shall get a book out. my internet is pretty much fucked *slaps wrist* so im using the library pc. i like summer... i feel quite calm, not like lazy calm like i used to because i had the weight of the work i had to do round my neck. now i just have to lern the stuff i missed in history and chemistry, and revise like mad for RS, and hopefully i can pull off these end of years. im sort of in control now. i realise i can either sit back and have to panic later or i can sort things out one at a time. geez im sounding too mature. poo! that's better. nice talking to you