Yay i have new hair :) its feathered and silky straight went to see charlie and the chocolate factory with alice but she kept going on about johnny depp and fair enough he was brilliant in the film but...there were other parts, too! well, this is a feelgood week this week according to amber. wednesday was pretty shit to put it nicely, mymum was just yelling and crying and throwing stuff and getting mad because she couldnt throw without her arms hurting which was quite heartbreaking but she hates people talking to her when shes in those moods so i slunk away and just kept reading the same paragraph of my book, over and over again but the days after wendesday were proper feelgood, like really good...thursday i went to london with amber which was great, some of the art in the tate modern was just excellent, some confusing but good and some you just wondered why the hell they paid these people to make such bullshit...okay sorry, maybe its meaningful to someone but to me, a red line drawn doen a white sheet of paper is taking the piss. maybe that was the meaning. even if it was meaningful to the artist, if no one else can see the meaning is it truly a good representation of anything but a red line down a white sheet of paper which sells for millions? and on friday we painted me room. we being me alice and amber. we tried to get sam aswell but he was out, or just not answering the phone. it was very very fun, and we managed to get quite a lot of it painted which was good. we also ended up with some very rude adjustments painted on our painting clothes :P Today i went to town with alice and got my hair done and started to feel that maybe im not quite as ugly as i thought, and less like cracking the salon mirror. lets see how long i can make it last :) and tomorrow ill be going to a sleepover/party thing with amber alice ben and jon. i really hope i dont get drunk and talk loads and say something bad... ah well if i do, ill never have to worry about keeping secrets again :P farewell for now xxx