im not going to mention names. i like a guy. the guy likes me, as a really good friend. i dont know if it could be more. when im not with him i think about him a hell of a lot. When i am with him, most of the time im completely in love with him (not actually in love, i know i dont love him but i dont know how else to say it)but there are times when i think, aah...why??? Then the other day i had a fantastic time with him, and i dunno....just sometimes u get vibes off people... maybe it was just wishful thinking or something... but it felt like he liked me...a lot. i am prepared to accept that might have just been me, but i have liked this guy for too long, waay to long than i should have and im so sick of playing games. but i dont know what to do about it. I am too shy, and too shit scared of rejection to go for it. I couldnt bear it if this all collapsed, especially as i spent so long building up a friendship... i couldnt bear to see it ruined. i just need a way of finding out... but maybe i dont want to find out... i just want to talk to him again, and to be with him, together or not... i hate this, but i cant have it any other way... grrrr