For some reason, i want the morning off school. just the morning, though. i want to wake up ill, and get wrapped up in blankets with icky medicine and cocoa and watch daytime tv. and then go into school in the afternoon, and feel as if i've been skiving off, which dont ask why, but i love being out of school and being allowed to be, and just wandering round, knowing im not going to see anyoen i know from school walking round too, so i dont have to put on any act, and i could go round town and look at books in wh smiths and listen to music in hmv and go try on clothes that look terrible but which ive always wanted to try, and no one from school is at risk of seeing me...yeah anyway dont ask where that came from. I dont know myself.