im so sleepy.... i slept last night but i was really uncomfortable so i was like in and out all night... of sleep, you sickos.... yes amber and abbie, that means you. yeah so that party started out okay, and then got better an better. until alice came along and spoilt it. but then ive stopped being mad with her about that because i had the best time with him after that. i cant put too many details in here in case anyone reads and passes on information. im now so confused... i mean, even if he and his girlfriend did split, which would be bad, and even if he did want me...would it really work? he's so different...but so similar... and he's romantic and, yes he can be a bit of a idiot occasionally but sometimes...he can almost melt back my heart, and ill like him so much, it hurts to breathe... oh how pathetic am i?