OH GOD IM SO MAD WITH EVERYTHING... AN INTRODUCTION DOES NOT INCLUDE SPECIFICS, RIGHT? when you're writing an essay, you do not put specifics into the introduction. I got 5/10 for my english essay, it is my lowest ebb. I would never have got such a mark in Mrs Othen's class... god i cant carry on writing...a few hours ago i was having a great time...n everythings just gone so wrong in like 6 hours... in very, very short: I had a great time with amber n then i got home n my mum was like try being a bit considerate to ME and not keeping ME waiting willyou? I was waiting for you to make the tea... and so i said can i get myself some chips n make something for u instead an she goes on about howfatty chips are and making snide comments like well i think you've had quite enough FAT for the moment...dont you? I swear my friends all tell me you're not fat, you're normal etc etc, then i just get home and my mum's like yeah you're chubby... and i know im not... but maybe i am... why is it? when she has problems, she has her friends, she has her family, she has her therapy, she has her boyfriend, she has peopel who willingly bend over backwards for her...yet she ALWAYS has to take it out on me? Its not enough that i have problems of my own, lets take all her stress out, all her problems from the day, dont try looking on the bright side, just wallow in her own misery, feeling sorry for herself all day and then because i've done one thing to upset her, suddenly it's all my fault...it dosent make it any better that nearly all my friends think shes some fantastic person, and i should be lucky to have her....alice keeps telling me off for getting annoyed with her its like ALICE FUCK OFF, YOU DONT KNOW HER HALF AS MUCH AS I DO, DONT FUCKING PREACH TO ME ABOUT GOODWILL... Ill just mention that today, i had to get up even though i'd got no sleep whatsoever, i had to make excuses for my lateness because they wouldnt believe me, i had to get through a day of school the second half of which was SHIT, i walked home, had fun ith amber, the first tiem ive laughed so much in ages, and when i get home, my mum has been - what? a day off cause of her arthuritis, sitting round doing FUCK ALL. And i'm the selfish one.