I keep getting really good inspiration for stories or lyrics a5t night in the middle of night when i havent got a way to write them down i had a brilliant idea before but i cant remember it now i really gotta keep anotebook on me so i can write down stuff and make it into one big amazing story or just lots and lots of little amazing stories. i would write them down here but then id be scared of someone stealing my ideas i know no ones really that sad to steal MY ideas they'd have to be pretty deperate to steal them but hey id be paranoid anyway. grrrr.... anyway HEY! my dad might be coming down from the noo and picking me up from the school gates and staying for a few days then taking me up there with me.. the onkly thing is the longer i stay with my dad the more i cry when i have to leave him i always get on the train and kind of go all watery eyes then he goes or the train goes and i dont wanna fry when everyones there watching me so i just go into the loo and spend eiother the whole or half the journey just crying my eyes out because i just hate him so much but i dont want to let go of him when i actually have him but then its like oh yeahy you left didnt you? you bastard but you're not going to go this time, im going to stay here right? right? dad come back...